Novel Idea and inspiration

I think I finally know how I am going to write my novel. Inspired by Glee! Thought I would do a typical story that everyone seems to write about that you see every where but decided I would switch it up I want my book to stand out! I don't want it to be like everyone elses so I was sitting here trying to figure out how to fix it and it came to me. I will still be a Romance but not any typical romance story! A typical girl who doesnt always have girls pining after her, but she got accepted into a college in New York City her and her gay best friend find an apartment that they rent together They both want similar careers she wants a career in writing but she wants a Novel that she writes and he wants to become a fashion writer for Vogue. when they start school at NYU she meets a very sweet guy that she does a project with in English at first they couldnt stand each other she thinks hes stuck up and gets everything handed to him, and he thinks that she is to uptight and takes everything way to serious and just needs to relax a little. but as they hang out more trying to finish their project together she starts seeing him in a different way she then realizes that she was all wrong about him and starts seeing that hes actually just like any body else hes sweet and caring, she also realizes that he brings out the best in her he gets her to relax more and to just have a little more fun! I think im gonna have a little bit of fun with this Novel I'm proud of what i came up with and yes the male characters are inspired by Glee actors Darren Criss and Chris Colfer. No im not gonna use the same names as in Glee and No im not gonna do anything remotely Glee related I just got inspired by thinking about Glee and watching Glee through the second time and thought  i could come up with something like that! they are my inspiration not only to follow my dream but to finally have a Novel idea! gonna get advice from someone tomorrow and see if she thinks its a great idea. I believe i could make it some where with this idea if i keep working on it! Darren Criss and Chris Colfer thank you so much for being an inspiration in my life you have no idea how much i appreciate it..

inspirational people that I adore

As I'm going through tweets on my twitter I get sadder and sadder, people are posting not only pictures but videos of them meeting Darren Criss in New York City, and I'm sad because I want to meet him more then anything. Hes an amazing actor and just a sweet heart all together. I hope to one day be able to afford tickets to New York City so I can meet him. Next Month I get to see Chris Colfer in Seattle and im so excited i get even more excited as the days go on getting closer to the day that I drive out their with my hubby. I have so many dreams and life goals and now that i am more involved in my writing and im writing more I am hoping and praying that ill have something ready in about a year to be looked at by an editor and a publisher. I am going back to school in the fall to get my associates in English I'm hoping it will help me with my writing. I just cant give up on my dream to become an author no matter how hard it gets, no one makes their dreams come true by giving up after they fail once they get back up and try again until they get it right, and that my friend is what i plan on doing i am going to try over and over again until i get to were i want to be no matter how many people try to discourage me, theirs always gonna be one hater and i am not going to let one person ruin my chances of greatness and for heaven sakes i know i got it. I may not be your typical beauty but i will have a dream to make it big, and ill make it their if it kills me. Deactivating my facebook and staying away from it is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time. I now have more free time to do what i want to do! I write more, I write after work and i write before work if i can. I have one English teacher i had my senior year of high school to thank for pushing me to do great, i didnt always have the best essays for him but that just encouraged me to work harder for him so he wouldnt be disappointed in me at the end of the year for not learning anything from him. I like to believe that he was proud to know that he did teach a student something and proud of me for doing so well, if it wasnt for him pushing me and showing me what a great writer i was if i only just tried a little bit harder i would of never decided to become a author and believe that i could do it. He is the person that showed me how much i loved writing even if i wasnt writing for fun. Hes the one that showed me i could do it, and Darren Criss and Chris Colfer showed me that i couldnt make my dreams come true by sitting around and waiting for something to land in my lap. They worked hard to get were they are today and ill have to work just as hard or even harder to get were i want to be. I believe i can do it and so does my mom and grandma my to biggest fans. I love my mom and Grandma so much they believe i can do anything if i just work hard for it.

Thank you
Mom, Grandma, Mr Halpern, Darren Criss, and Chris Colfer
I appreciate all the support and the inspiration I get from each and everyone of you, I love you all!!!

The Closer it Gets

The closer it gets to the day that I go to Seattle to meet one of the many people I have looked up to over the years I get knots in my stomach. I have all these questions to ask him about how he became a New York Times best selling author, how he started his career as a author and actor, but I know as soon as I get up to the front of the line to have him sign my book ill completely forget what it was that i wanted to ask him. Im the shy girl that stayed away from the boys unless they talked to me. I dont know how ill make it as an author if i cant even talk to the one person who has inspired to follow my dreams and who have taught me that you gotta work really hard to get to were you want to be that you cant just sit around hoping and waiting for something to come to mind. I re-watch Glee constantly just so I can watch Chris Colfer as Kurt Humel and Darren Chris as Blaine Anderson fall in love and follow their dreams, because the more I watch them the more I get inspired to write, and to work towards my dream.I even gave up my Facebook because it was the biggest distraction I had, and to be honest I'm not one bit tempted to get back on Facebook it feels good to be off it and to just focus on my writing. Right now I'm just writing on this blog and in a personal journal anything that comes to mind maybe one day a good book topic or title will come to me and ill just write and write until i cant write anymore. i love writing and i have Chris Colfer and Darren Criss to thank for finally making me realize that I got to work towards my dream and not wait for someone to just hand it to me. i have no idea how i will be able to say anything to Chris Colfer next month ill freeze with excitement thats for sure. Maybe as the days move closer to that day ill have eased my nerves a little bit but dont count on it Ha! ill figure something out! I Just gotta get some pointers from him on how I can make my dream come true, if i dont ill hate my self forever ill beat my self up every day until i cant take it anymore! okay well thats it for the day took sleeping medicine gotta get ready for bed.
Good night everyone!!!!  

My inspiration and Dreams

As I'm watching my favorite TV show Glee last night. as im sitting there watching Blaine Anderson (Darren Criss) giving his best friend Sam Evans (Chord Overstreet) a pep talk about making his dreams come true in stead of waiting for something good too happen. I had an Epiphany and realized if I want to ever become a best selling author i cant sit around waiting for something good to come to mind i need to get up and work on my writing and write everything that comes to mind even if its just how my day was and just maybe something good will come to mind. and when that happens ill write and ill write until i cant write anymore. The whole Glee cast has inspired me to never give up on my dreams they showed me that you cant just wait around waiting for your dreams to come true you need to get off your butt and work for what you want. I'm meeting Chris Colfer AKA Kurt Humel next month in Seattle at his book signing and i cant wait I'm hoping i wont freeze up and ill ask him everything i want to ask him about becoming a New York Times best selling Author. Becoming a New York Times best selling author is one of my biggest dream along with making my book into a movie and one day im gonna be one of the best known Authors around. I love writing so much i wouldn't mind making money off something I love doing more then anything.